one thing I can say I'm learning throughout this journey, that has been consistent.
once I learn this lesson, I feel I will move forward……but I continue to make the same mistake, every time.
making a decision based from fear. fear of success. fear of companionship. fear of adventure. fear of safety. fear of total acceptance. fear of giving myself.
all because of comfort. I am comfortable. I have "this" figured out. I know pain. I can deal with pain. It is comfort. Loneliness. I can deal with loneliness. It is comfort. Beebe. I can deal with Beebe. it is comfort. It is predictable. it is limiting.
but do I want comfort. Or true happiness. True life.